Stockholm Syndrome Male!BelarusXReader Ch.6

Nikolai watched  you sleep, looking so peaceful. He felt no regret about taking you, he knew that you would be better off with him. He could protect you. He could make sure that you were his and only his. Stroking your hair in time with your breathing he thought back to everything the two of you had been through.

Nikolai searched through the streets, desperately trying to find you. Who knew what could happen to you when you weren't around him. He didn't live in the best neighborhood, and he was worried that something terrible had happened to you.

"Nikolai! Help me!" Nikolai tore down the street, taking the knife out of his pocket. He turned the corner to see you there, surrounded by other men.

Nikolai saw red. He didn't remember killing them, he just kept thinking how dare these men touch what is mine. Then when it all ended Nikolai was left standing, panting and looking down at your shaking figure. Nikolai had never been so scared in his life.

The thoughts about that night still haunted Nikolai. He held you closer, and thought about happier times, like just last night.

"я табе кахаю." Your brows knit together in confusion, and slowly you turned around in his arms until you were face to face with him.

"What?"

"I love you."

You looked at him in surprise and shock. What were you going to say? Sure you did have feelings for him but you were still a prisoner in a way. Gently you reached up and placed your hand on his cheek, looking into his eyes to see if you really meant it. Nikolai looked back at you, his stare unyielding. You knew he meant it.

"I love you too, Nikolai."

Nikolai picked you up and spun you around the room. You let out a small laugh, holding onto his shoulders. When Nikolai placed you back on the earth you looked up to see a smile on his face, not one of his crazy smiles but a small genuine smile. Ever so slowly he leaned down and gently kissed you. It wasn't dominating like you would think, but short and sweet. You gently kissed back.

That memory made him happier than he had ever been with Anya. Nikolai had also known that day that you were right upstairs when Anya had come over, and he had wanted you to listen to everything that Anya had to say. Nikolai had wanted you to know that she wasn't really your friend, but he hadn't known that people had stopped searching for you.

When he first saw you, he thought that you were going to be like everyone else, just scared of him. Then it just seemed like you weren't, you talked to him, despite what he knew his sister had told you about him. He knew that the moment he found out that you weren't afraid of him that you would have to be his.

You would be his, and no one else's.